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Little stresses and interesting dreams as usual, what else
is there to say? I am still human.
I woke up this morning.
Damn
I am beat today. One can only handle so many late nights, no
matter what they consist of.
It’s good and fine though. I looked out of windows all night that were moist
and foggy due to a precipitation that struck us all by surprise, drank tea and
starved my body of natural resources that should be deep in the super conscious
demi-godical ego, the one who rests in my heavy head. I am at the breaking
point now. Things are about to happen. Things.
Traffic swallowed the sounds of the rain, making me wonder if I should stay. I
think in this giant city, there must be someone watching me as watch this giant
city.
"Where are you when I really need you?" I think to myself and
realize that the words were actually spoken and I seizure knocking over a cup
of tea and scaring my cat. I scared myself more then the cat realizing that I
am shaking uncontrollably and wish I could let a tear free from the prison they
are kept.
I should think in more seriousness about staying or going, my time is short and
I should decide where I belong. In a vision I saw myself and my cat, following
me
